Journey Into The Dope Mind

This series is getting kinda dope! So many things to bitch about, how about the fact that i’m 15 and you have to be 16 to get a job in this stupid ass world, I’m such a bum I have no job, no license, no permit, NO FREEDOM! Shit, a brother is about to lose it, fuck a sentence variation! Dammit, and I have a tournament coming up and I’ve practiced 3 times in the past 2 weeks, this summer is gonna be harder than I thought, scratch my motherfucking head. I’m so frustrated i’ve thrown my manners out the window! shit this is where some ignorant dumbass would recite to me the over used motto, YOLO. fuck you and your only living once.  

What’s the point of hair? I get no point in having it. It’s just another thing I have t worry about, Maybe if everyone in the world maybe there would be less ozone ( whatever the fuck that is) people everywhere would bust out into spontaneous punctuality because of the freed time from having to do hair. Especially women, they take so long to get ready shit really pisses me off, even putting clothes on takes them hours! It should take 10 seconds to put a pair of pants or jeans on,!. Now I feel like i’m ranting so I’ll stop with that. Right now I’m waiting on my mom and sister to get ready cause we’re going to my cousin’s high school graduation, which frankly I kinda don’t want to g o out of spite because last weekend was my confirmation, and she took it upon herself to go to a lake with her friends instead, well now my mom is bitching at me to do my hair, (MY POINT EXACTLY) YOLO. lmfao

Now i venture into the deep dark corners of the internet to ind out about this zombie shit. I’ve only gone this deep into the internet once before and I will never speak of it again, it scared me so much, I went to pray and wouldn’t touch my computer for the rest of the day.anyway back to the zombie hunt, I found out it’s a load of bull.-.

no virus can reanimate a body, dammit there goes my entertainment for tonight.

The fuck? single space, oh well, I keep thinking “what are people gonna think when they read this?” but two things come to mind 1. I Don’t Give A Fuck(:

2. No one reads my shit, this is like a diary I guess you could say .-. 

I’m my own audience and I’m fine with that.

I wanted to talk about music, recently ditched my mainstream taste of hip-hop, to more underground and low stream artist, Ex. Logic, Kendrick Lamar, Schoolboy Q. I also feel like a badass cause alot of people I know are barely getting into them and I feel like I can educate them, (yeah I’m a cocky son of a bitch) but I really have started taking in deep thoughts behind lyrics and really understanding metaphors, I’ve even tried writing some done and when I get in the zone my creativity really flows, but I’m not gonna be the next Kanye West, lol. What the hell is wrong with me in tha shower, I take like 40 minutes!, I feel like a total bitch when I get out and my hands look like an 90 yr old guys ass. YOLO, and speaking of bitches these days, bitches suck! *KanyeShrug*, I finally started running again, I ran 2 1\2 miles! but I’m really worried about tennis lately my teammate (Probably my 2nd closest friend) has been getting closer and closer to beating me, I’ve practiced 3 times in the ast two weeks! (Bullshit!) something needs to motivate me, but oh well, I recently had a really bad hangover like the worst I’ve ever had, I don’t know why though I’ve had much more than that before, .-. like the world’s 8th wonder and shit, that’s a cool name I think i’lll name my next post that!

Why do people gossip so much? I know so many gossipers its not even funny, *Sarcastic laugh* Biggest one my sister, mi hermana, mi combiva, she has nothing better to do but sit around and bitch about her co-workers to me, she always has to put her own stupid fucking opinion no matter what the bullshit, siblings, can’t live with em, can;t get a away with hurting them. And what the fuck is up with the election  it feels like i’s been 10 years since the last election, but it was only four years ago that I was sitting in Ms.Moses’s 7 th grade English class watching the Inauguration , ha the random-est Shit I remember, I swear you could ask me what I ate for breakfast April 7 2007 and I’ll remember that shit like my life depended on it.

So this summer I’ve decided to abandon all social networks (except this well if this is a social network) because I want no one to hear from me for a long time,(and no one reads this so I’ll be good) I have a theory that if you don’t see someone for a while that you will notice change in them rather than seeing them often and the change being so gradual that you don’t notice at all, and I really want people to see me differently, well enough of my emotional journey bullshit, I was watching a movie with The Rock and in this movie he is like a the most badass dude ever, and he’s probably like this in rel life too, if bad ass-ness could be taught I would buy the book, the DVD, the app, and all that shit. I wish my mom would give me some fuckin privacy, SHIT! how am I supposed to be a badass with all up in my business, gosh, oh well anyway here’s a picture of what I’ve thinking about all dayyyy.

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I’ve been staying up till at least two every morning, for the past two weeks wtf.-.

I guess I’ll rant about this zombie stuff I keep seeing, So first a dude in Miami then one in Baltimore ? and I saw article about find some virus? honestly I’m kinda scared but 85% of me is more worried about what i’m going to do for the next five minutes, but it’s still in the back of my head.Ha i’m like playing all these scenarios in my had about how everything would pan out,    Scenario 1: I die instantly from an attack,   2: I some how inherit  the fighting skills of Jackie Chan, Bruce Lee, and Chuck Norris, and survive the outbreak, help other fight off the zombie population and then start my own empire and other cynical and dastardly shit like that,    3: I pull Will Smith and be complete badass , and save the whole world, except I wouldn’t die and neither would my mom, I don’t know why i’m such a mother’s boy, I had theories ,maybe because back when my dad was around he was always drunk so I would run to her? I don’t know I’m still learning about myself, A few years ago before high school I remember hearing someone say ” You find yourself in high school” In my mind I was thinking ” BULLSHIT ALERT!!!” but call me a bitch or dramatic or whatever but  I really am learning a lot, ha.